bad omen

I woke up today needing a hug. Very badly. It's one of those moods, that gives me goosebumps and makes them prickle. like, you know that sensation, almost as vague as an opinion, that you almost might have known you were going to fall, half a pico-second before you actually did?
I have a bad feeling, that something bad will happen. That i will lose something. that i will fall, and i need someone to be there and catch me. and give me time to pick myself off the ground. i am afraid, because i have not felt like this in a long time, and i can almost swear that it is there, at the very edge of my hearing. the sounds of my world crumbling.