extended thoughts of the day

1. ugh, school is about to restart and I DON'T WANNA GO!!! you can't make me!!! noooo... *is dragged away kicking and screaming. la propriu*

2. green hours is in danger of dissipating into thin air, and the thought of losing that precious refuge of morning classes and coffeeless moments and ping pong and otto and theater and urma played for me on my birthday and posters and summer and rain and winter warmth and stupid drawings on the wall, that thought is choking me with neputinta. it's impossible to be so helpless as citizen of a country. i really AM going to handcuff myself to a pole if they try to steal green, and if there is no pole, i shall bring my own. not to mention that libraria din fundul curtii is in the same mess.

3. summer has finally departed, and i shall miss it horridly, since it was among the best, and deffinitely the shortest, summers i have ever had. two summers ago was weird, a bit, and sweet but insecure, last summer was complete apathy, but now.... i miss everything. the smell of capsunica de langa casa aisei is consoling me :)

4. i want to go oooooooouuuuutttttttttttttt.... the rain is killing me. grrr

5. i want to talk to him, but goddam this mess. ignorbued is a small word right now. sniff.

Afterthought: never did get those orange flowers. will i ever? place your bets.